The loss of time... The joy of new beginnings.

Hello again, there is no excuse or explanation for the lack of initiative that a person needs sometimes to do a blog like this. Especially with a couple of pro-blogger in my family, mother of untapped talent and wisdom, brother of immense success and drive, and sister-in-law whom sees the opportunity and takes the time to share with others. Then there is myself........ I guess the jury is out to lunch......... but I will as always try to do better and be better which might tip the scales of judgement.

This system is telling me exactly how much of a slacker I am by stating that it has been almost A YEAR without a post. WOW!! So much has happened and being a quiet Trekkie I will quote Captain Picard-"Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived." I personally love movies and have unfortunately gotten some much needed and desired ideas from them. I know that our culture probably draws too much on that nonsense but it is the words that matter whether they come from a book or digital media they still started with a writer whom had an idea and wrote it down. As a screen writers strike has shown here they do really work hard. So I will stick with the idea that their words are what matters.

Time for me does seem to fly by faster that I would like and slower than a snail. I try to live my life well and enjoy every moment and this last 11 months has had a million incredible moments.

Something that I thought would never happen has. The joy of a change, the growth as a family, not just of a family has happened. The love I feel for my daughters and a new son.......... a son. Neither Kim nor myself thought it would ever happen. I can't express the feelings I have for Alexis the youngest whom has been so incredible and such a joy of humor and love, Kyanna whom has filled the position I felt with my sister growing up of "Mini-Mom" a constant helper, and Alysia who has grown so much since he was born focusing and caring more about family than ever. Then the new little Embeeoh. We love him so much and waited for so long for him to get here now want time to stop. An addition that has brought so much light into an amazing group.

For Kimberly the love of my life and center of my world, still the center of my world, thank you for going through so much and making this all possible. You are the most incredible woman in the world. I love you and need you more than ever.

Thank you all for all that you have done to make this possible. I hope I am back for good, I can't promise but will try, pictures, words and maybe suprises.

larry